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.. tak moh mharap pape. kalu sblm ni harapan itu berjalan dgn sendirinya. kenapa skrg ingin meletakkan harapan? kenapa sekrng br terasa bahangnya? mungkin kerna makin lama makin sayang. makin lama makin berharga. u know the value of something. u know that everytime u apart u miss each other. Biar lah sejauh mana pun ia berlari...siapa pun yg ade di sini. Itu tanda nya ikhlas * smile * 
sedikit mngharap supaya keadaan kembali seprti biasa..tapi kalau hanya sebelah pihak yg mharap..ermm tidak rasa yg ia akan bhasil. kenapa kite selalu mengharap?? harap kite sehat? harap kite dapat gaji besar? harap dapat drive kete yg best2? Harap dpt tinggal kan rumah yg ade pool? Harap orang suke kite? Harap..harap..n harap. kenapa yer?? * termenung jap * 
manusia have so much expectation!! we expect too much....and get hurt too easy. So.. x leh lah harap pape klu camtu? kene biar jer semua nya dtg dgn sendiri..without us trying. * arrghhhhh...susah nye jd manusia ni * 
haishhh....merungut tu x baik kan. Pas2 kalu x jd manusi.. nk jd pe..monyet.. curi pisang??..... hahaha

i dont know... susah nk ckp psl expectation ni. Salah ke klu megharap? Boleh jer mengharap but u should know ur limit. Kire cam ukur baju di badan sendiri * smile *. mengharap tu x salah... tapi kene dgn sedikit usaha. kene ada usaha..so x de lah kite mengharap dgn buta2 jer. Meletakkan harapan is gud.. so we know ape kite nak. Siapa yg kite nak... n brp lama. Cam test lah lebey kurang. Cuma ia lebey besar dr test2 lain yg kite ambik kat sekolah tu. And yes we get grade.. but from people who with us or look at us * gegt jari * .  Grade yg kdg2 kite tak taw pun ade. hahaha 


so kesimpulan dr ape yg i rase hr ni... just follow the flow. Dont hope too much. Dont expect that people understand us like we want to. Dont judge til we know what is going on. Dont say thing that will regret us. Dont let go thing when we in doubt. Dont force people to accept us. DOnt let down people that love us. 
* tepuk dada tanya hati *